Hello. This week is really a mess. My mood changed every time, whereas pms has passed. One second I'm happy, seconds later I can be very annoying. But there are important things that bothers me today. You know? The responsibility is heavy. Maybe I am not good enough to be given the greater responsibilities. That's what I'm worried about now. I want to be a high-minded, able to accept anything, even the worst thing. But sometimes the desire does not match with the reality. I have already pretty tired with all this. I do not know how I should end it, even I do not know from where I started! I really miss those days when everything goes very, very good. I miss our togetherness. I miss the old us. But is not it a challenge? Life is a choice, and I could not avoid it all the time. I have to face it. Really? Is that too high? I'm trying to improve the situation. Am I capable?